Waiting.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TEDILI0xhY8&NR=1

"Where, Oh Lord, are you leading?
I can get so scared in the night
My feet are cut and bleeding
With every step I feel less alive

Oh, but Pillar of Fire, you blazed this trail
You've been there every step along the road"
-Andrew Peterson


I'm tired of sitting, fat and happy, on my couch. I'm ready to get out of here and go... anywhere. I want to be spent for Christ. I know God will send me somewhere, but I'm antsy to go.

I've almost gone to Kenya. I was almost going to spend this past semester in the Dominican Republic. I've daydreamed about moving to... well... just about every country in the world for a couple months.

I know that, long term, I'm called to Lancaster County. But, right now, I could go anywhere.

I dream about starting a housing program for single moms financed by a bakery in which they could work, with a daycare program on site. But I don't want to start that yet.

I want to GO!

But, Lord, I'll follow your will. I've been trigger happy, as far as my short term plans go. I want to serve you, I want to learn, and I want to grow. I know that You wouldn't give me desires and passions if You planned to let them fall to the wayside. God, I'm delighted in You, and I know that You will fulfill the longings of my heart, especially if I'm longing to spread your love and glory.